Must gain focus

The last time I wrote on here I was trying out the low calorie diet. I managed to lose 13lbs in a month but I was so unhappy on it as I missed food.Since coming off of it I have completely lost my way and have put 6lbs back on :( Luckily I am still under 15 stone but only just! I am sat here feeling unwell and very unhappy with myself. I have my daughter's christening on Sunday and am just not feeling up to focussing today. I am going to do some walking this evening on the treadmill as I have a Moonwalk to get through in 2 weeks time! My decision is to start on Monday and to try my hardest to keep my focus. I will try to blog as much of my journey as I can with the hope of writing a book about my weight loss journey at the end of it. I would like to weigh 9 stone by the time I finish so really need to sort myself out.